We have been afraid to talk too much about the future since the cancer. It sucks but we think a lot about mortality now, we have already made arrangements for if something were to happen to Jeff, or myself, or both. We have named his godparents and made sure that they could take care of him in the chance that something horrible were to happen.
Now we have become confident enough to plan for our future, we are making arrangements for Jeff's homecoming to California next year...and of course little A and I will be there too. Starting a new life in Cali sounds nice, but we can not go until Jeff finishes chemotherapy and then we have to find an oncologist out there for his routine scans and blood work. Barnes Jewish Hospital has been wonderful to us, but we have to continue with our plans for our life.
We can begin to think about having a second child...we know we can not actually begin TTC until a year after Jeff finishes treatments so we are looking at around the beginning of 2011. That makes me feel strange... knowing we have no choice but to space our children that much, it goes against our old life plan.
Back to my original point...we are actually getting excited for these changes we are making. We hope to be on our way to our goal to moving next year so now we sit up talking about it all night. Jeff tells me about his friends and their kids and things that I will like about living there.
I hope we can stick to this plan because I am getting excited now.
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